the only thing that's real

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel.

I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real.

the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything...

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair

beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here...

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt!

I will let you down

I will make you hurt...

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way...

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