31.3.11

f.(amili).ar



When it comes to pride, and other sinful matters
You're gonna be mislead, left fear encounters


I've got to go because something's opened my mind
And it won't get better, no matter how hard I try

You just got to be, the best thing for me


Evil hearts, in dark places
But now I find it, in familiar faces







30.3.11

dirty bastard /\ run dirty





They see me rollin' 
They hatin' 
Patrollin' 
And tryin. to catch me ridin. dirty. 
Tryin' to catch me ridin' dirty. 

Girl, you ain't know, I'm crazy like Krayzie Bone; 
Just tryin' to make you horny, ain't tryin' to have no babies. 
Ride clean as hell so I pull in ladies.
Law's on patrol; you know they hate me. 

Keep a gun in car
And a blunt to spark,
But, well, if you want,
Nigga,poppin'you dark.
Ready or not, we gon' bust shots off in the air
Krayzie Bone and Chamillionaire. 


Do what you thinkin' so, 
I tried to let you go. 
Tryin' to catch me ridin' dirty. 






29.3.11

mi river






Oh I beg you, can I follow? 
Oh I ask you why not always 

Be the ocean where unravel 
Be my only, be the water and I'm wading 
You're my river running high, run deep run wild


I I follow, I follow you deep sea baby 
I follow you 
I I follow, I follow you, dark boom honey 
I follow you


He a message, I'm the runner 
He's the rebel, I'm the daughter waiting for you
You're my river running high, run deep run wild



I I follow, I follow you deep sea baby 
I follow you 
I I follow, I follow you, dark boom honey



























28.3.11

Stories inside my mind













I’m leaving tonight
Going somewhere deep inside my mind
I close my eyes slowly
Flowin’ away slowly
And I know I wont be alright
It’s coming stronger to me
And I know nobody is out there
Lead the way
Lead the way
Show me the answers I need to know

What I’m gonna live for
What I’m gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can’t answer that






Darling can you see something inside
Can't be denied it's the way that you feel
If you want it, you gotta try
Taking the best of the lesson you know

When the night has turned to dawn I will be gone
Where's the reason and the strength to carry on

Come back, I can see you far behind
Taking a chance and forgetting the reason


That I need you on my mind
Making the best of the season till now
Is there nothing in the world that takes the sound
For the more we can conceive the more we found


Darling can you feel it? I need your love
I need the way that you make me feel


Darling if you want it, you can be sure
Taking the best of the lesson you know



There so many in the stars watching the sky
And you know somehow that most of them will die






26.3.11

playing with shadows/.centre



 To the centre of the city 
where all roads meet, 
waiting for you
To the depths of the ocean 
where all hopes sank, 
searching for you
Moving through the silence 
without motion, 
waiting for you
In a room with a window in the corner 
I found truth

In the shadowplay acting out your own death, 
knowing no more
As the assassins all grouped in four lines, 
dancing on the floor
And with cold steel, odour on their bodies made a move to connect
I could only stare in disbelief as the crowds all left

I did everything, everything I wanted to
I let them use you for their own ends
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you




25.3.11

au revoir


Peeking over shoulders 

Waiting for my time to come 
Walking in the corner 
One day to the other 
Butter for my piece of bun 
Stepping, I'm stompin' 
I'm all gone 
Give me the tone 
And i'm all gone 
Yeah, i'm walking by the line 
Not here, but in my mind 
I'm working, I sweat, but it's all good 
I'm breaking my back but it's all good 
'Cause i know i'll get it back 
Yeah, i know your hands will clap 
And I'm working, 
Yeah, i'm working 
To make butter for my piece of bun 
And if you say I'm not OK 
We mus-t go 
If you say there ain't no way that i could know 
If you say i aim too high from down below 
Well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone 
You'll be callin' but i won't be at the phone 
And i'm hanging around 'till it's all done 
You can't keep me back once i had some 
No wasting time to get it right 
And you will see what i'm about 
'Cause i'm working, I sweat, but it's all good 
I'm breaking my back but it's all good 
'Cause i know i'll get it back 

Yeah, i know your hands will clap 
And if you say I'm not OK 
We mus-t go 
If you say there ain't no way that i could know 
If you say i aim too high from down below 
Well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone 
You'll be callin' but i won't be at the phone 
(Walking in the corner 
Peeking over shoulder 
Waiting for my time to come) 
And if you say I'm not OK 
We mus-t go 
If you say there ain't no way that i could know 
If you say i aim too high from down below 
Well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone 
You'll be callin' 
And if you say I'm not OK 
We mus-t go 
If you say there ain't no way that i could know 
If you say i aim too high from down below 
Well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone 
You'll be callin' but i won't be at the phone 











22.3.11

my destroyer*



I’ll burn my tomorrows
And I stand inside today
At the edge of the future
And my dreams all fade away




And burn my shadow away
And burn my shadow away 

Face my destroyer
I was ambushed by a lie


And you judged me once for falling
This wounded heart will rise

And burn my shadow away
Burn my shadow 
Burn
Burn my shadow away

Oh, how I loved you
...




*my shadow

19.3.11

with or without you



May I never become unloved by you
May you never have to know my shadows by the name
You're my heroine and you're a rose in my wine
May I never become unloved by you.


May I always be on my way to you
May I never have to meet the man you'd be alone
I'm your criminal and you're my only friend
May I always be on my way to you.


Cause I'm scared, scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself without you. 


I have found a way to watch over you
I have found a way to face the burden of my dreams
they are crooked but they're,well they're all I have
I have found a way to watch over you.


Yes, I'm scared scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself without you.


Cause I'm scared, scared of myself without you.
Without you. 



*SIMON DAWES - SCARED OF MYSELF