4.28years (eve)

Standing at the punch table swallowing punch

can’t pay attention to the sound of anyone

a little more stupid, a little more scared

every minute more unprepared

I made a mistake in my life today
everything I love gets lost in drawers
I want to start over, I want to be winning
way out of sync from the beginning

I wanna hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up

so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I 'm very, very frightening

I 'll overdo it

Looking for somewhere to stand and stay
I leaned on the wall and the wall leaned away

Can I get a minute of not being nervous
and not thinking of my dick
My leg is sparkles, my leg is pins
I better get my shit together, 
better gather my shit in

You could drive a car through my head in five minutes

from one side of it to the other

I wanna hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I’m very, very frightening
I’ll overdo it

You know I dreamed about you

for twenty-eight years before I saw you
You know I dreamed about you
I missed you for

for twenty-eight years