auto-suggestion for 1.1.11

This is not the end

This is not the beginning, 

Just a voice like a riot 

Rocking every revision 

But you listen to the tone 

And the violent rhythm 

Though the words sound steady 
Something emptys within em

Waiting for the end to come

Wishing I had strength to stand

This is not what I had planned

It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light

Thoughts were spinning in my head 

So many things were left unsaid 

It's hard to let you go... 

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie, 

All I wanna do 

Is trade this life for something new 

Holding on to what I haven't got 

Sitting in an empty room 

Trying to forget the past 

This was never meant to last, 

I wish it wasn't so... 

What was left when that fire was gone? 

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong 

All caught up in the eye of the storm 

And trying to figure out what it's like moving on 

And i don't even know what kind of things I've said 

My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead 

So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin? 

The hardest part of ending Is starting again!! 

We say Yeah! 

With fists flying up in the air 

Like we're holding onto something 

That's invisible there

'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear until we dead it, Forget it, L.et it all disappear 
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

πότε μηδενίζει;

πότε μηδενίζει το κοντέρ;

πότε σταματάει να γράφει και αρχίζει απ' την αρχή;

είναι καλύτερα να μηδενίζει ή όχι;

Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the head
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run 

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air

I know I can count on you

Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care"

But you've got the love I need To see me through

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough

And things go wrong no matter what I do

Now and then it seems that life is just too much

But you've got the love I need to see me through

When food is gone you are my daily meal

When friends are gone I know my savior's love is real

You Know it's real

You got the love

Time after time I think "Oh Lord what's the use?"

Time after time I think it's just no good

Sooner or later in life, the things you love you lose

But you got the love I need to see me through

You got the love

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air

I know I can count on you

Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care"

But you've got the love I need to see me through

(the) COME BACK

boozer or knighter

αόρατο τσίρκο

Δηλώνω από την αρχή, πως ο τίτλος είναι λάθος τοποθετημένος. Διαφωνώ. Δηλαδή, διαφωνώ στο αόρατο. Το αόρατο τσίρκο που παρακολούθησα χτες με καλή παρέα, ήταν κάτι παραπάνω από τσίρκο. Ήταν η αναδόμηση της πραγματικότητας. Ακούγεται φιλολό, αλλά αυτό ήταν. Μια επανεξέταση των νόμων της φυσικής και των νοητικών μας κατασκευών. 

Τι είναι η ομπρέλα;

ποια η χρήση της;

τι είναι το ύφασμα;

γιατί υπάρχει;

τι τα κάνουμε τα σκεύη μαγειρικής;

η βαρύτητα;

ποιος ο ρόλος της;

μια αποδομημένη παράσταση που στόχο είχε να ξαφνιάσει με το απρόσμενο της καθημερινότητας. Επίσημο τσίρκο δηλαδή. Και όσο η Victoria Chaplin προσπαθούσε να το αποδώσει με την υπέροχη παρουσία της, τόσο ο Jean-Baptiste Thiérrée αβίαστα το προωθούσε μένοντας πότε στη σκιά, και πότε στο φως...

lost door keys

key1

key2

key3

take my breath away

Burger Project on Fuzz

sound wasn't ok

and the ivory tower was empty

be mine

You do that Romeo

Be what you wanna be

Look like you runnin' in place

Do that stupid dance for me

Be my Romeo

Please be my voice in this world

I can't sing the songs that you sing

I can't find the gorgeous words

Will you be my Romeo?

My go-go Romeo

Be my Romeo

Tell me all about your love

Tell me all about your pain

Baited breath and rubber gloves

Be my Romeo

My go-go Romeo

I see you twist and turn you look so fuckin' stupid

I feel so stupid, happy and numb

Stupid, happy and numb

I feel so stupid

for the strange things we never forget.

I go to sleep, before

the devil wakes

and I wake up, before

the angels take

all my worldly desires

all my yardsticks of fear

all my secrets untold

all my motives unclear

hangin' down in the fire

burnin' them higher

won't take them away from here

and long after we're gone

the light will stay on

watched the city ... city of crows

watched them fly, watched

'em all flyin' low

out above the flood plain

just above the dirt road

they were hungry as winter,

hungry as us

not afraid to be flyin', not

afraid to be lost

and long after we're gone

the light will stay on

and if you bury me, add

three feet to it

one for your sorrow, two

for your sweat

three for the strange

things we never forget

and long after we're gone

the light will stay on

and long after we're safe

the lights will not fade

...

keeps being outta

Is your secret safe tonight?
And are we out of sight?
Or will our world come tumbling down?

Will they find our hiding place?
Is this our last embrace?
Or will the walls start caving in?

(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
But it should've been right
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Let our hearts ignite
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Are we digging a hole?
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
This is outta control

(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
It could never last
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Must erase it fast
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
But it could've been right
(It could be wrong, could be...)

Love is our resistance
They keep us apart and they won't stop breaking us down
And hold me, our lips must always be sealed


If we live our life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again


Kill your prayers for love and peace
You'll wake the thought police
We can hide the truth inside....

(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
But it should've been right
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Let our hearts ignite
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Are we digging a hole?
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)

This is outta control

Love is our resistance!
They keep us apart and won't stop breaking us down
And hold me, our lips must always be sealed

The night has reached its end
We can't pretend
We must run
We must run
It's time to run

Take us away from here
Protect us from further harm
Resistance!

βγαίνοντας απ' την εξίσωση

Όρια. Γραμμές. Όλα για να ξεπερνιούνται. Ανθρώπινες κατασκευές. Όπως αυτά μεταξύ τέχνης και μηχανικής. Όρια μεταξύ μαθηματικών...;

Μερικές φορές λοιπόν πρέπει να βγαίνεις από την εξίσωση. Είτε αυτό σημαίνει απλοποίηση, είτε διαγραφή. Οικειοθελώς ή μη.  Στη συνεπαγωγή, κρύβεται το μυστικό της λύσης. Γιατί εδώ, τα όρια είναι σαφή. Οι αριθμοί φεύγουν και έρχονται. Οι άνθρωποι πάλι, όχι.

Βγαίνοντας απ' την εξίσωση, βλέπεις τη λύση.

I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms

Into my arms

And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
But if I did I would summon them together
And ask them to watch over you
To each burn a candle for you
To make bright and clear your path
And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love
And guide you into my arms

Into my arms

http://astronayths.blogspot.com/2010/12/when-my-baby-comes.html

And I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candlew burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning
Always and evermore...

Into my arms

light up/as if you have a voice

In a Manner of speaking

I just want to say
That I could never forget the way
You told me everything
By saying nothing

In a manner of speaking
I don't understand
How love in silence becomes reprimand
But the way that i feel about you
Is beyond words

Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me everything

In a manner of speaking
Semantics won't do
In this life that we live we live we only make do
And the way that we feel
Might have to be sacrified

So in a manner of speaking
I just want to say
That just like you I should find a way
To tell you everything
By saying nothing.

Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
Oh give me the words
Give me the words
Give me the words

tests like wine

playing and testing

καταγραφές

οι επιγραφές δεν χωράνε και παντού

...εκτός και αν είναι επιλογή

μια δειλή πράξη μέσα σου σε κάνει να πεθαίνεις μέσα στους άλλους,

σε μια συγγνώμη αργοπορημένη πεθαίνουν οι άλλοι μέσα σου. Τ. Λειβαδίτης

/είδα

Λες κάποιες φορές σε ξεγελάει αυτό που ζεις και νιώθεις

Λες πως οι σιωπές είναι πληγές κι αργεί να ξημερώσει

Μα θα βρεις ξανά ένα σημάδι μες στο σκοτάδι

Είναι που πάντα η αγάπη αργεί

Που όταν φτάνει δεν είσαι εκεί

σαν το λάθος που θέλεις να ξανακάνεις

Είναι τα λόγια που θέλεις να πεις

μα φοβάσαι πως είναι νωρίς

και λυπάσαι πως πάλι το χρόνο χάνεις

V for Victory

και φοβάσαι να τον ακούσεις

να το δεις

ανοίγεις την καρτέλα, τον ψάχνεις

τον βρίσκεις.

αλλά ποτέ δεν προχωράει.

μέχρι που....

play!

may I

have a craft and a pilot, please?

Fly me to the moon 

and let me play among the stars 

Let me see what spring is like 

On Jupiter and Mars 

In other words, hold my hand 

In other words, baby , kiss me.

ξημερώνει...

Ξημερώνει πάλι, μ' αδειανό κεφάλι

Απ' το αλκοόλ είμαι πάλι γκολ, είμαι μαύρο χάλι

Ξημερώνει η μέρα, λόγια στον αέρα

Άλλο ένα πρωί στην παλιοζωή, ποιος θα φάει τη σφαίρα...

Ξημερώνει πάλι, σκέτη παραζάλη

Σπάει ο τσαμπουκάς, όλα είναι κάς, μπρος περνάν κι οι άλλοι...

Ξημερώνει κι όλα, μαύρη καραμπόλα

Άνθρωποι στουπιά, τι να θέλω πια, θέλω πάνω απ' όλα

Εσένα παιδί μου, μονάχα για σένα μεθώ

Καμένο χαρτί μου, μονάχα εσένα ποθώ

Ξημερώνει πάλι, μια ζωή σαν άλλη,

Πάει και αυτή η βραδιά, κοίτα τη καρδιά φλόγες βγάζει πάλι

Ξημερώνει κι έχω, λόγο για να αντέχω

ʼλλο ένα πρωί στην παλιοζωή κάποιον να προσέχω.

Εσένα παιδί μου...

Ξημερώνει πάλι, με αδειανό κεφάλι

Πάει και αυτή η βραδιά, κοίτα τη καρδιά φλόγες βγάζει πάλι....

2 knives and a murder scene

The tears are welling in my eyes again

I need twenty big buckets to catch them in

And twenty pretty girls to carry them down

And twenty deep holes to bury them in

Hallelujah

χτες, όχι αύριο.

Μεγαλώνοντας, μαθαίνεις πολλά μεγάλα, σημαντικά πράγματα.

Μαθαίνεις να περπατάς, να γελάς, να ζητάς, να δίνεις και να προσφέρεις.

Μεγαλώνοντας συνηθίζεις στην ιδέα πώς όταν ένα βάζο πέσει, θα πέσει προς τα κάτω. 

Μαθαίνεις.

Ή συνηθίζεις;

Μαθαίνεις να συνηθίζεις και

συνηθίζεις να μαθαίνεις.

Μεγαλώνοντας, καταλαβαίνεις πως όλα όσα έχεις καταλάβει και μάθει, δεν θα πάθουν τίποτα, ακόμα κι αν ένα τους κομμάτι γκρεμιστεί. Γιατί, ξέχασα να σας πω, πως μεγαλώνοντας, μαθαίνεις και να χάνεις. Να αποχαιρετάς. Να λησμονείς και να θυμάσαι.

Μεγαλώνοντας, μεγαλώνεις και όλα όσα έμαθες. Μεγαλώνοντας.